Monday, October 26, 2009

Bat-Chit Crazy!

Looking over my blogs from the last week I seriously think I'm bat-chit crazy. Up and down doesn't even really describe what I have been feeling. From all of the changes, I feel like I've been riding on Space Mountain--flying through the dark with random bright lights appearing. It makes me feel ashamed of myself in a way like I should be stronger and more in control.

I know that all the craziness will subside...I just gotta get there.

7 comments:

  1. We are all crazy my dear. And I think we are even more extreme than a Disney ride!! This too shall pass and we will find our way.

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  2. I think you seem totally UNcrazy and totally IN control. You've had a lot to process recently. It's so hard, when you are in the middle of crap to realise that you will come out the other side and survive it, but once you're on the other side looking back you realise how strong you really were to survive what you've been thru. I know that sounds dramatic but its what I think is the truth.

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  3. Infertility is like that.

    ((HUGS))

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  4. Funny--I kinda feel the same way! :)

    corky

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  5. Girl, stop worrying about how you're feeling and what you're writing That's what this place is for! Honest to God, I've just started feeling normal [my normal isn't really normal in most people's books] this week and it's been about 2.5 weeks now. Be all over the place--that's what's going to help you get things figured out and what your next move will be.

    Hugs!

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  6. Hello, I left you an award on my blog (I'm a longtime reader of you with my other blog...) I tried to find an e-mail for you. This one is a more personal one. e-mail me at lovemarriagecarriage (at) gmail.com. Sorry so secretive, you'll understand! :)

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  7. Hi! I bumped into your blog and wanted to say howdy. It's always nice to meet other crazy-loons. The insane-train is getting full!

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