Friday, April 16, 2010

Blood

Last night I was walking to our bedroom to go to sleep when I felt wet. I peek down under my pants and see that blood starting to run down my legs. Bright red blood. I cleaned up and laid down with a towel under me. Tears were running down my face as I desperately willed the bleeding to stop. This can't happen. My problem is not suppose to be carrying a child but the fact that I have crappy eggs. My husband said that it wasn't a ton of blood, but it was enough to turn the washcloth bright red.

I slept fitfully last night and woke up hours earlier than I normally do. Upon calling the OB clinic, they told me to go to the emergency room right now since I am just almost twelve weeks. I should be going right now but instead am writing this message. I don't want to wake my husband up and tell him that we need to go. I don't want to move.

Please please send me your good thoughts or prayers or whatever you believe in.

xoxo

14 comments:

  1. Consider it done, girl. I'm praying hardcore.

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  2. PLEASE let this be something harmless!! I'm so sorry you're going through this frightening experience. Sending all the good thoughts and intense prayers I can muster!

    Much love and big hugs!

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  3. Oh honey, you will be in my thoughts all day today. I am so sorry you have to go through this. Hang tough.

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  4. Will be watching and praying for you. Fingers crossed that this is just one of those things that means absolutely nothing!

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  5. Thinking of you guys and saying a prayer for you!

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  6. Almost as terrified as you are. Praying praying praying.

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  7. I'm hoping very hard that everything is ok.

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  8. I'm hoping it's absolutely nothing. I'll be thinking of you!

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  9. My dear, I hope all is well. You are in my thoughts.
    I just want to mention one thing, if you are Rh negative you will need a Rhogam shot now. Otherwise there could be bad consequences for the baby later in the pregnancy. Just thought I'd throw that out there.
    Good luck...I believe you and your little person will make it through!

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  10. Praying like a crazy lady for you.... keep us updated. Stay strong for your little pumpkin.

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  11. Oh, Jen. How scary! I'm thinking of you right now, and hoping hardcore that this is a harmless thing. Please update us when you can...

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  12. I pray that all will be well. Please update us. You are so loved and so prayed for.

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