Thursday, December 31, 2009

Another year...

I thought about this blog all day long. When it comes down to it, I don't feel very reflective though. 

It's been a big bag of nuts for me filled with those huge nasty ones that no one wants to eat and a few, a very few, chocolate covered macadamia ones. Most of me wants to give 2009 a big finger followed with a wedgie and a kick in the ass. But when it comes down to it, I have hope for 2010. So I don't really give a rats ass about 2009 anymore. 

This is what counts:

*My husband returned to me safely from his third deployment. 
*Fairyeggs has opened my eyes to a whole new window of selflessness and friendship in giving me her oocytes.
*Dr. Leprechaun is giving me a pro bono cycle which relieves the huge financial weight.

Those are some pretty damn good things.

Tonight as I sit with my champagne, husband and dog in my warm house, I know that I am okay. I can not claim to know what is intended for us, but I know that hope is not dead inside of me. 

Bring it on 20-10.

Happy New Year blogosphere!



  1. Here's to a fertile new year!

  2. Those 3 things are definately worth being grateful for. I still cannot believe you are getting a pro bono cycle, how amazing is that??? Its freaking fantastic. It's just GOT to be our year doesn't it? Can't wait till you get into the guts of this cycle and out the otherside with a baby, woo hooo!! yay, thats worth celebrating. xx

  3. Happy New Year!! Hoping 20-10 is the year of dreams coming true :)

  4. Hey Jencini,

    Thanks for the lovely comment you left on my blog a little while back....and as I can see from your blog, Jan is a huge month. I want to wish you all the very best for the cycle, and I hope 2010 is filled with a lot of joy for you...

    Take Care...

    P.S.: So glad that your husband came back home safe....

  5. ummmm.... ditto! :) Glad you had a good night!

  6. Cheers to hope. And an amazing 2010 ahead. ;)

  7. I love checking your blog because you always have so much hope. Thanks for sharing it with the rest of us. Happy 2010!

  8. This is one of the better gifts!

    Good luck to you in 2010!!!!

  9. I feel like such a doofus...somehow I clicked and landed on your adoption blog from back in October and commented on how Andy & I have just decided to go that route! I thought it was a new entry:) I was really confused because I thought that you were in the middle of a cycle with Fairy Eggs. Just wanted to let you know to ignore that other comment...haha! Anyway, good luck with your cycle honey. I'm praying for you!!! Happy New Year!