So the embryos have been percolating for a week now. I would say that I'm happy and excited, but as of Friday I'm not really. I'm sure you know why. Yep, I gave in and started testing when the embryos would be 12 days old. And then again today on day 13. All I've seen is a big white space where there should be a second line. Soooooooo, yeah.
Besides my lovely screw up with my estrogen, everything was picture perfect with my lining, the embryos before transfer, and my relaxing before and after acupuncture treatments. Even with my estrogen doubling, my level was still in the low normal range. So what went wrong?
My issue has always been about crappy eggs. The first time that I ever put in five-dayers, I got knocked up. I so arrogantly assumed that this time would be a cake walk. I imagined I would waltz in, transfer the embryos, and return to my life only to delightfully find two lines growing darker and darker.
I know that I could still technically be pregnant, but I'm bracing myself.
"Brace yourself lassie!"